Cause I have to in order to keep this account. Boo.

Work is absolutely slaughtering me this week. I mean just major stress.  On top of that I've caught a cold and I'm PMSing.  Can you imagine how I'm doing?

I get upset about the STUPIDEST things sometimes.  Like... it's simply ridiculous, how ridiculous I am.  But I KNOW in my own head that I'm being stupid about things that don't even matter!  Absolutely doesn't matter.  But I seem to take every slight to heart.  I don't know how to stop doing this.  I read something into everything.  But I need to stop being disapointed when things don't go as I expect them to.  That's life, and I can't just stop and be upset about every little thing.  There are bigger, more important things in life and in this world, and I'm just wasting my energy and time.  So the next time someone says hey I don't wanna come see you... stop being disappointed and just think of it as... hey i don't wanna see you today, maybe i'll see you some other day and besides... i'd be bored to death and that would only make you feel bad.  ...  I am SUCH a LOSER.  *ugh*  I annoy myself.  I need my friends.

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